Keisara
Cogito ergo sum. I see, I hear, I write. Sneakers and movie freak.
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So, setelah kurang lebih 6 bulan, craving buat liburan yang jauh, akhirnya kemarin gw liburan. Ke… LOMBOK! Yaaay! Gw ke lombok sama beberapa anak FTTM. Disini sih ceritanya backpackeran, tapi jadinya setengah2 karena keluarga Dody yang terlalu baik. Hahaha. Gw gak bakal cerita (banyak) karena… Terlalu banyak yang diceritakan. Cie. So, I’m gonna put some pictures in the next post and tell what happened there. Here you go.
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Photo reblogged from Nifty World
I just made this colase, nothing serious about this. I made this just for fun experiment. but when I finished and take a look for what I’ve made, I just start have this feeling: gratefull. I just realize that actually I have this incredible friends, who consider me part of their new family. We called our self family, how adorable it is! I met these strangers and never expected that we’ll get closer this fast, well perhaps 6 months is not short time, but it just feel really fast for me. I met these awesome strangers who come from all over places in Indonesia, never ever crossed my mind that we can be like this way at the first time. and here we go, I fall in love with their lovable attitude, their loyalness, their friendship, their unified, I fall in love with my new family. The way that 256 heads become one and united one for all is just the best experience I’ve ever had. Not every of them in that picture, and I have to admit that I stilldon’t have any chance to get to know to every faces of 256. I know many of them, some I just know their faces without knowing their names and that’s make me say hello to them without calling their names, that’s so silly I know. in this short and super busy 6 months I think it’s not enough to know them more. well, I know people who’s in that picture, they’re really sweet, nice, and awesome people. Happy that I have the chance to meet, know, and be their friend. And I just realize how miss I am to their existence, I usually meet them everyday and now holiday separate us apart for a month and I just terribly miss them. Hoping we can meet again next semester and this friendship will last forever. I love you FTTM 2011
This is too sweet. <3
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“Sometimes, all you need is acceptance.”
Waktu pertama kali tau keterima disini, nggak nyangka. Gue nggak nyangka dengan kemampuan diri gue sendiri yang ternyata bisa mencapai ini semua. Ekspektasi berbanding terbalik dengan realita, tapi konteksnya baik buat gue dalam hal ini.
Masuk, awal-awal kuliah, slow. Adaptasi. Makin lama makin, jujur aja, kesiksa ada disini. Tertekan sama keadaan, banyak keadaan. Motivasi buat diri sendiri nggak ada. Sempet sedikit nyesel, kalo aja gue lebih mikirin kata hati gue daripada kesempatan gue waktu itu… Kalo aja gue nggak lebih mentingin gengsi, kalo aja gue nggak lebih mentingin nama…
Sempet kepikiran pindah, tapi ya kali deh, duit asalnya bukan dari pohon. Sampe suatu saat, ada yang bikin gue ngelupain semua hal itu. Ngelupain pindahlah, ngelupain nyesel. Sampe ada yang motivasi gue buat bertahan disini.
16411.
Mereka. Ini semua emang bukan yang gue pengen, dan sekarang gue sadar, yang gue butuh cuma buat diterima dan disupport. Iya gue masih keteteran kok sampe sekarang.
(Lah ini juga masih online bukannya belajar.)Tapi gue yakin, harus yakin, ini kesempatan udah Tuhan kasih buat gue, kesempatan ini, buat belajar disini yang katanya mahasiswanya mahasiswa terbaik bangsa, dikasih keluarga baru, mereka, gue kurang apalagi? Kurang bersyukur.Bersyukur dan bangga banget bisa jadi bagian dari mereka. :”
